Non-active and Lewis Carroll pedophile

Yeah, teaching is great.
I'm glad you've found peace with yourself.

Ive found that I do not need to pursue them

The obsession for sex with LG's exists mostly in the head of shrinks.

I do love LGs (speaking as a Lewis Carroll-type of pedophile)

I've also thought of myself that way (but I don't know if it's true).
I've been trying not to think sexually about LG's, because it's a great risk to be a pedophile. But the last thing that I cannot do, when I meet LG's, is to stop thinking they are pretty and that I want to be with them, play with them and hold them. Boys have never made the same impression to me.
How can they be so lovely?
And what could be more beautiful than being in love with a little girl?

I should add that I too, like many other LGL's, find their bodies beauftiful (I'm not trying to distant myself from anything here).

determined to expand my self-definition beyond my pedophilia (and I was fortunate to receive professional help for that)

Could you write a little about this?
(If you don't wanna do it here, e-mail)

- Child in time