Lately i've come to realize that this isnt something to really obsess about. Little girls and my feelings for little girls (equally emotional and sexual feelings for little girls) are not something to be obsessing about.. Life and happiness are and you have to recognize that your feelings for little girls and little girls themselves are just a part of life and happiness- not the whole entire sum of it. I'm interested in and have a love for many things, little girls might be near the top of the list but that doesnt mean they have to take over and terminate the rest of the list. Sometimes i'll be more depressed about it then others, but i'll just have to try my very best to remember that life is a long road and there's no turning back. To obsess over one thing is to ignore all other things. But then again i'm not going to obsess over not obsessing.. I'm just going to live because that's all i can do- assuming i dont want to die- and no way, i do not.
Thankfully i'm very attracted to girls my own age and eventually will take a wife and have a child, or two, or three... and although i think that will be elysium i will not stop growing or be content- I will not obsess over my children (assuming i have at least one daughter)- I will not be her boyfriend but her father, however i WILL be very sexually attracted to her and if she wants to take away my virginity then so be it, BUT, i would never even lurk on a girl love message board or correspond with fellow girl lovers or anything of the like- because i will truly have no need for it. Right now i do. But just because i come here so much doesnt mean i'm obsessing over little girls. I love little girls. Gee, i bet i'm not making much sense at all. Oh well, i tried. Sorry