This is Part I of the story, it is about summer 2001 events. There will probably be 4-5 parts, next part will probably be posted in 3-4 days.
Now I'd like to say something about the LG I fell in love with. I mentioned before that she is my relative, but a distant one, I still do not know exactly how we are related (I think my grandma and her grandpa are cousins or something), but that doesn't matter right now. She lives in a large city which is about 100 km away from my home town. Before the summer of 2001, the last time I saw her was like 1992/1993, but I was only 7/8 then so I do not really remember that visit. I have seen the pic of us from back then, she was really a cute child (she was 2/3). Now I'll have to give her a name in this story... ...Rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named - Lenore. She also has a sister who is two years older, I'll name her Sandra. Her brother who is two years younger will be plainly named James.
Characters that appear in the story:
Lenore - born Jan 1990 - mon peu Dolores Haze :)
Sandra - born Feb 1988 - older sister
James - born Apr 1992 - younger brother
Cousin #1 - 1987? - her male cousin
Cousin #2 - 1992? - same...
Markovic family - other, closer relatives in Newtown (see below)
Me - 1985 (that's all I'll say)
Also good to know:
Newtown - City she lives in (well, from Aug 2003, me too)
Oldtown - Where I currently reside
Well, I think I can now start the story... Date: 15th August 2001. Place: Newtown - Markovics'. They mentioned to me that I have other relatives in Newtown, but I didn't pay much attention to that. Mainly because I didn't know who exactly were those relatives. But, on that day - August 15th, they called (actually, one of Lenore's cousins called) and asked me to come and visit them tomorrow. I agreed. Then I heard about Lenore, Sandra and James, he told me about them via the phone. The deal was that I would be at their (Lenore cousins') home until about 5pm, then Sandra will come over and we will go out.
Next morning, while I was waking up, I couldn't have known how important that day is, it was August 16th 2001. It is my obsession to remember exact dates of important events. This one I'll probably remember forever. I went to their house about 1pm, I think. We were just playing games on their computer until 5pm, when Sandra came. I found her pretty attractive, though she was not within my AOA at the time. We all went out to Newtown. I was mostly talking to her, while ignoring the two cousins who really started to annoy me. When it was about 7pm, Sandra said that her mother, Lenore and James will meet us somewhere in center of the city. I immediately started to think: "Lenore... She is two years younger! She must be a cutie... Maybe this is something important... August 16th, 2001... Yep, today is August 16th. I might need to memorize it." She kept talking about Lenore: "She did [can't remember what she did wrong], so she is grounded. She wanted to come with us badly, she wanted to meet you. When mom said no, she started to cry. But, she'll probably come with her". We were supposed to meet them at 8pm, at a bus station in the center. Let's fast forward to that time...
So, it's 8pm. We're waiting. I must say, I was pretty impatient. The whole thing about the crying only made me less patient. It was a few minutes after 8, they still weren't there. Wait! I see a woman with two kids coming towards us. What time is it? 20:08. Memorize. Focusing on the little girl... No, that can't be them. Lenore was supposed to be 11 and a half, almost twelve. You know, tall, with breasts already developing, etc. This little girl looked like she was 9-10, looked flat chested to me, and she was about 4'7" (140cm) tall. But, it was her. They were going towards us. She has beautiful curly long blonde hair. And a beautiful smile on her face. So, there they were. I didn't kiss her that time, I don't know was she expecting me to. Her voice was so cute, it was a voice of a 7 year old child. I realized that someone informed me wrong. She wasn't turning 12, she is probably turning 10 in January. I was talking to her. Very soon I asked her when is her birthday. She did say in January. I asked her about her age. She said she's turning 12. I was pretty much astounded.
Now I must say that at that time I didn't know almost anything about the kids. I didn't have any LG friends since I realized my pedophilia, and I really didn't have a clue what kids are like - what they like to talk about, how they act, what they play, ... I was pretty clueless, and I was sitting next to the cutest LG I ever saw, talking about all kind of stuff with her. It really amazes me that, immediately after we met, we started talking like we've known each other for many years.
Well, it was getting late and I was supposed to return home (that is - to Markovics', where I was staying). Then the two cousins started convincing me that I should go to their house and sleep there. Next thing I know - Lenore grabbed my hand and started saying:
"No, pleaaaaase come sleep at our place! Pleaaaaaase!"
I was shocked once again. I really had no idea why would she want me to sleep there? Was she fond of me? No, that's too much to expect. Now Lenore and her cousins started to argue where should I sleep. As many of you know, one cannot resist a plea of a LG. I made a decision - I'm sleeping at Lenore's. She started jumping out of happiness.
So, we went to their place. The two boys went to their home which was only 200m from Lenore's. The rest of us went further and entered the big house where Lenore lives. It was already at least 10pm. So we had a dinner. Lenore said that she wanted to sit next to me, so she did. After dinner we watched a movie (it was "Eraser" with Arnold Schwarzeneger) and then went to sleep. Of course, back then we didn't sleep in the same bed. Not even the same room. I was given my own room on the same floor on which Lenore was sleeping.
I couldn't sleep that night. The previous day was much too important to me. I kept thinking, guessing, trying to solve the puzzle of a little girl's mind. As I said, I knew almost nothing about the kids back then. Every second thought was "August 16th, 2001". At around 6am I heard her dad returning from work (night shift). However, he left about half an hour later. At that time I couldn't think further, so I started to play games ("snake" mostly) on my cell phone. Damn thing, battery was entirely empty after about 2 hours.
At about 9am I decided that I could get up. Only her mother was awake at the time. After about half an hour I saw Lenore entering the room in her nightgown. She looked so pretty in it, the cutest creature I have seen so far. The nightgown was almost totally transparent, you could easily see through it. She said:
"You woke up! Why didn't you wake me?"
"Umm... Why?"
"So that you're not alone. Wanna go for a walk?"
Of course, I agreed. I asked who else is coming, and she responded:
"Well, just the two of us."
OK, now I couldn't stop myself from thinking how my life got a weird turn yesterday, how things are developing quite fast. She immediately changed in her room and we went outside. We talked around that part of the Newtown. I asked her if she wanted ice cream, and she said yes. So we bought ice cream in a nearby shop. We talked about misc stuff, nothing important. We returned after about an hour. I needed to go back to Markovics' that afternoon. Lenore said we'll go out tomorrow, she will call me.
Saturday, August 18th - Lenore did call, but she sounded a little not-like-herself over the phone. Her voice was like she is annoyed, bored, angry or something like that. She said that we cannot see each other today, but she'll call tomorrow. That really scared me. I thought to myself: "You fool! It was so obvious that you're in love with her (yes, I already knew that I was totally in love with her)! Now they know! They told her that she shouldn't be with you. It's over..." However, tomorrow, she called, indeed. I couldn't recognize her voice after yesterday's call. She was so cheerful and happy, and - told me that I can come over right now, and we'll go out.
When I got there, she told me:
"Look, I'd really wanna go out today. But - Sandra is going out with her friends, and James would only annoy us, so - only the two of us will go out"
I tried not to look too happy about it, but just smiled and said OK. That was the first time for the two of us to go out alone, but after that we didn't go out with Sandra and James ever again. Just the two of us.
That afternoon was really great, we went to McDonalds, spent some time in park, went to the old fortress near the city (famous tourist attraction in Newtown). We talked almost all the time, mostly smalltalk. It really is amazing - I just met her, and I am talking with her like I have known her for years. We decided that afternoon that she could come with me to Markovics' place for a sleepover. The idea was that she would be sleeping in the living room since there were no spare beds in the room where I was sleeping. But, Markovics said that she can sleep on the same couch where I sleep, since it can be extended to be quite big, like a double bed. I thought that Lenore would object, but didn't. So, it was a deal - two of us will be sleeping together.
We went to her home so that she can get some stuff, and then went back to Markovics'. Her parents didn't have anything against her sleeping over. When we got there, it was past 10pm. Markovics soon went to bed, so the two of us were practically alone. We went into our room and played cards and other games until around 1am. Before she went to bed, she changed into her beautiful nightgown in the bathroom. She returned looking cuter than ever and we went in the bed. I stayed awake for a while, trying to see her face more clearly in the dim room. She was sleeping on her side, with her face turned towards me. I also thought with sadness about the fact that I will be going home, to Oldtown, the day after tomorrow. So, tomorrow is 'our last day' (far from it). While I pondered (weak and weary) over those thoughts, I fell asleep.
Morning. Bright light woke me up. For a moment I didn't know where I was. The next moment I thought I died and went to heaven. Laying next to me was a little girl, asleep, with the cutest face I've ever seen. Blonde hair, brown eyes (closed at the moment), small nose (like the one of a baby), pink lips. Then I remembered her. My god, she looked so beautiful at 10am. I continued to lay there, motionlessly, looking at her face. After no more than ten minutes, she startled me by opening her eyes. She saw me staring at her and smiled. I smiled back.
"Good morning", she said
I replied with the same sentence. She got up. So did I. The Markovics were at work. We took some food from the fridge and at about noon we went out. We spent the whole day in the city, chatting, walking, nothing important. She knew that I was going home tomorrow morning and asked me to come as soon as possible. She also said that it would be great if the two of us would live together. I believe that back then we both thought that it was just a fantasy that cannot be fulfilled. At the end of the day I walked her to the bus station where we waited the city bus that will take her home. The bus arrived soon (damn it). Then she leaned towards me and gave me a goodbye kiss (not on the lips, don't misunderstand). I kissed her. She, visibly sad, just said "See ya soon." I don't remember what I said. It was pretty weird to me - damn it, I'm a pedophile, and now a LG kissed me. Since the beginning of my pedophilia, I haven't received any kind of attention from a LG, now I got a kiss. It really meant much to me. I didn't know what would happen to the relationship - will I ever see her again? Will she change until the next time?
I was really afraid that I won't see her again, I rarely have such an important change in my life. I believe that August 16th, 2001 was the most important day of my life.
I got back to Oldtown the next day. Back then I think that my parent's didn't have a clue that I was a pedophile. They asked me:
"Did you have a good time in Newtown?"
"Yeah, it was great."
"Did Lenore bother you too much?"
"No, not at all!"
To be continued...
(Sorry, I just love the way it sounds)