Re: I agree it's a very bad idea...

Anyway, what would do you really hope to gain from it? Do you want the therapist to tell you that it's ok and that's you're not a bad person?

Yes. But I guess you're write - this is not going to happen.
And - I should learn to be independent of what other people think about me (that's what my therapy mainly is about), so this is rather contraproductive.
Thanks for your reply.