Hiking GM

Yesterday I invited D (8f) and J (11m) to come hiking with my parents, another friend and I. It was the first time D and J had met my parents except for seeing my mom once. We went to this nature site and hiked about 3 km through the forrest. D got tired about 2 km into the walk and had me carry her part of the way. Eventually she felt like walking again so I put her down but she walked right by my side and took my hand. I kept worrying about what my parents would think but they didn't even seem to notice. We saw some wildlife and collected some rocks and then afterwards had a wiener and marshmellow roast. When I sat down on the picnic bench, D sat down in my lap and I put my arms around her and I automatically hugged her to me (like I always do), I looked at my parents for any reaction but they didn't seem to notice. On the ride back D sat beside me and we drew pictures for eachother.

After watching TV for a while at my parents house, my mom and I dropped the kids off at home and on the ride back, my mom said to me "Why do you let D order you around like that?". I hadn't really noticed D bossing me around, she seemed less bossy than usual in fact but maybe I'm just used to it. I just looked at mom like I didn't know what she was talking about and she said "I don't get it, you never listen to us or your boss at work but whenever D, an 8 year old, tells you to do something you just jump and do it". I just smiled and shrugged, laughing on the inside. She's absolutely right. Normally I don't let anyone push me around but I act almost like Destiny's personal slave. That's what makes pedophilia so dangerous, children take advantage of peds :P

I haven't told my parents about being a ped and I doubt I ever will, but I can't believe that my mom hasn't figured it out yet.

Cangee