It's happened to me..

I remember one time I went to a restaurant and I seen this little boy come in, and I had to actually do a double take because he actually looked like a girl! Even in jeans, t-shirt, and baseball cap he looked like a little girl! At first, I thought it had to be a little girl, and then he took off his baseball cap, and he was sporting a crew cut, I thought for sure there had to be a ponytail under there! It bothered me for a long time because I thought I was beginning to find little boys attractive too, at least this little boy, but I figured little boys and little girls have the same kind of features except for one VERY obvious difference, and it'll be ok to enjoy the beuty in both of the sexes, but I definitely do not have sexual preference towards boys, though there have been times in my life that I've seen a little boy and find him beutiful. Mostly though, I just don't notice most of the time, but still I do come across one or two that definitely catch my attention. I don't think this qualifies as me a boylover, but I think of myself as a child-lover/beholder anyways, so it might fit me anyway, but no sexual desire in anyway whatsoever.