Re: NEGATIVE!!!

I fear, that someday will never come. I am at the end of my life, and have tried since grade school to make a life with children to love and adore, and it just can't be done. Not by me, anyway; and I have tried so many things you would never believe it. Now that my youth is gone, and old age with all it's decrepidness has set in, it's just wating for the end for me. I give up. I am too old to endure the stress of trying to love a child in the age of hatred against pedophiles. The people [all those that have power over children] just RIP APART the relationship of a pedophile and his/her/hir (hir - boygirl - watch the movie "Ma Vie En Rose" if you want to know what a boygirl is -- the movie tells it far better than I could in a whole book!) loved one, like it's the *RIGHT* thing to do, or somethin!!!, causing extreme stress and trauma to the pedo AND his/her/hir loved one, and there is nothin we can do about it.

Before you could have it (being a pedophile), and later you can have it, but you can't have it now, with all the hysteria going on. What I mean is, hundreds of years ago you could be a pedophile and get away with it with little, if any, difficluty. The reason for that was it was LITERALLY "Unspeakable", and nobody would speak of such a thing. Therefore, you could be a pedophile descretely, and nobody would talk about it. I hope in the future people will accept it. BUT, you could not be a witch, or even be accused of being a witch, or even be FALSELY accused of being a witch, and live! You were put to death. Now, you can be a witch all you want, but you can't be a prEvert. A prEvert is not directly put to death, but their lives are ruined, and they suffer much abuse and torture, and can do nothing about it.

Of course, there are people like AP that are standing up for it and broadcasting about it on TV!!!, but he is in the EXTREME minority, and I believe he must suffer alot because of it. I do not know him, or of his circumstances. Only what he has posted here.

I have lived openly as a pedophile all my life. I have also paid a high price for my honesty and openness.

~Thindy! :"(