Re: May I ask?

"Do you mean this girl? If so, no, different girl and a different school. But she does smile at me - quite a lot, actually!;-)"

Yes, she was the girl I was talking about. I wish I was in the same position as you. :)

"I'm not an extrovert myself; as far as adult company is concerned, I tend to socialise in smaller groups with close friends."

No doubt this is certainly the case for most of us, perhaps, but I usually do not have close friends to correspond with. I am not quite sure what it is but the conversations with my friends tends to become boring or even a drag after a while, where it is a stuporous experience to even speak with. And, because they do not talk about Little Girls, at all, and their talks of women is not what I call "fun."

"But children really are very easy to communicate with because they are so much less cynical and guarded than adults can be. And a sensitive, kindly nature is far more appealing to most little girls than egotism."

Yes, I am familiar with it. Although, with my own certain problems I have had not a single area in my life where I could meet them and speak with them. In fact, I have not even admited to my relatives that I am a Girl Lover. I am not so sure if I could even admit how much I love children, either. Living in a dark is a hellish experience but I certainly do not find myself an area in which I could experience some Psychological regeneration where I could be with them and speak with them 24/7.

"Our society's values are totally screwed up: pushiness and extreme extroversion is seen as more exciting, more the way people should be if they want to be "interesting". Personally I find people like that soon tend to bore me..."

Exactly my point. :)

"I think one of the things I like about little girls is that they can be very attractive, very pretty, very sexy, without that "going to their heads" in the way that physically attractive adults can do. They haven't gone through that process of cynicism."

Certainly true. We have list of reasons why we love them just like heterosexuals love their women, and it comes out from us and within us, just like the Heterosexuals.

"Well it's difficult to comment on that without knowing the context. But little girls are often quite shy with people they don't know, or don't know well. I would say you are definitely going to be better off getting to know the Mother first!"

If I did not have any fear in my life, perhaps this would be possible. Thank you for caring, however. :)

"Outside of my work, I would, almost always, only speak to kids that I did not know if they spoke to me first. And I suppose I'm very fortunate in that I have in the school environment a ready-made context for interaction with kids."

You are, indeed, very fortunate to ever experience this. What I also find amazing is that you have the courage to attend any Elementary Schools and looking up to seeing them and even having that proxity to be with them. In fact, many Girl Lovers seem to have this courage: many have a girlfriend of their own, who is only 6 or 7, and many speak to them everyday and hug them. It seems that a guy like me is the minority, both in RL and in GLC.

"One other thought has just occurred to me. We love little girls intensely. I sometimes need to make a conscious effort to 'filter' that intensity before interacting with them, so that it is fun and allows them to engage with their playful side! (Obviously I'm not talking about any kind of sexual interaction, I don't do that)."

I am aware of the interaction. I envy any individuals who has the ability to do this, even the Pedophiles as well. I am familiar of not having any sexual interaction; I don't assume it, either, in real life. :) But I do assume you have the most indescribable experience with them when you are playful with them, and I am sure the joy of that intensity you experience is worth your existence.

"There have been times when little girls have come to know that I care for them a great deal, they have sensed that in me, and they've appreciated and liked it. But that's built up naturally over time."

I understand. I hope that you will, eventually, be able to have your own Little Girl to speak to everyday and that satisfaction in life will be met through it.

Well, Mesmerized, thank you for conversing with me as we are reaching the end of the Topic segment in page one. I have enjoyed your correspondence more than anyone else, especially with the hostility and animosity that is shared within this Board. Thank you for your gentleness and care. :)