My first GM on this board

And what a GM...

On my way to a friend's place tonight I wasn't sure of his exact address but remembered a bit where it was...
I thought I found the place so I parked my car and walked towards what I thought was his appartment;

A young girl around 9 years old and a young man I would say not very old, maybe early twenties, but then again I didn't have a chance to look much, passed by me.
They were talking under an umbrella, and I thought how I would like to be at the man's place...

I walked a little but to see that I was at the wrong place, my friend lived a little further down the street, so I turned and started to walk back to my car.

I was then following the young girl and man, and saw that they seemed to be in a quite intense talk, the little girl walking close to the man, and again I was thinking how I would like to have a beautiful young girl walking close to me like this.

Just a little bit before I get to my car they stopped.
Suddenly the man went on and kissed the young girl goodbye but directly on her lips like you would kiss your girlfriend goodbye, while the girl was looking directly in my eyes...
At that same moment I felt that my heart could've popped out my chest...

Right after the kiss she went up the stairs to probably what was her appartment.
The man looked very sad...
It looked like he was accompanying her to her place, and he seemed very sad to leave her...

It looked like he took a risk there not knowing I had turned around and was following them, since he didn't see I was behind them and there was no one else around close...

Now, I mean, maybe he was her father, but quite frankly I thought he looked too young to be, and at that moment thoughts started to rise in my mind, while my heart was still pounding very fast...

I felt like getting out of the car and ask him what was the kind of relationship he had with this girl, and since he doesn't know me and that it would probably be the last time I would see him in my life ever again, I wouldn't have mind to tell him "it's ok, I'm like that too" if I would've seen embarrassment or hesitation coming from him or anything...

But I just couldn't...
It really looked like the guy was in love with that girl, but was living a difficult situation since he coudln't be with her more...

If he was her father and in his early to mid twenties he would've had his daughter very young.
And if he was, why would he be accompanying her to her place walking down the street, he doesn't have a car?...

All the answers to these questions I will never know...

But man did I have many feelings all at once after I saw this, I was thinking that if he was indeed a girl lover who was in love with that beautiful young girl but knew their love was very difficult to live down to impossible to live, I felt compassion and was happy to see that somehow, I wasn't alone and that there were other people with the feelings I have.

However I also felt powerless and hoping to be able to live that also...

When I arrived at my friend's house I couldn't help it but to feel all mixed up, with sadness and my eyes being wet, at the same time I was happy to have seen a somehow beautiful but strange moment like this, and wanted so much to tell him, to shout out what I had just seen!

A young man kissing a young girl like if they possibly were boyfriend and girlfriend...

Could that be possible?...

Montreal is quite a special city, maybe more open than the rest of Canada coming from the words of Robin Sharpe who has moved here from Vancouver, he said something like "here the people don't seem to care if I'm a pedophile", and this thought occured to me...
Could it be?...

I don't know, but all I hope is for things to get better.

If he was indeed a GL and he kissed his LGF he was surely a lucky man, however he seemed very sad to leave her so...
What the *** happened?!
I will never know...

Sincerely,

Love2uall