Church GM+ listening to HHC.

I've just been somewhat a buzz from church the girl I have a crush on being all smiley and waving to me when I arrived at church, *que happy emotion* Then to my dismay they decided all the kids are now playing under the watch of the ultra mean lady *que sad disappoint emotion* They were playing hide and go seek and I wanted to join them but I didnt dare cross the ultra mean lady as well she honestly scares me :-(. So instead I hang out with my peers, and this LB whom seems to look up to me as a role model xD....*sigh* so meh ok day confusing emotions at church. Then I go home and find a new Happy hardcore Song :D (Happy hardcore = HHC).

here's a bit of the lyrics
"So I pray on my knee's to Heaven's above,
send me somebody please - someone to love,
I'll commit to my story give me your hand,
Don't let me down when I try to feel sound."
(wonderful days- DJ hixxy remix)

So I start singing along over and over in my room making me feel really happy and then wanting to go to a rave xD
I need to meet a super cool girl on the upper end of my AOA who wants to go to raves with me....my crush is abit would go but that would involve convincing my older college friend (also a girl I'm out to) to let her go with me :3, so I better keep dreaming xD. Well maybe not I might try to figure something out.