Another GM with M

every moment i spend with M is special to me but it is easier to add it to this post rather then make a new one so here is my latest GM with M-
My work left me completely exhausted (went the past 2 days with no sleep-tonight will be the first time i have slept since tuesday morning) (i fell a sleep in the burger drive through-that should tell u just how tired i was) but i decided to still go to church tonight and am glad i did.
I was the 2nd person to show up at church so i sat around talking with the other person (an older female) and then went around talking with other people as they showed up, well 30 mins before church is suppossed to start M comes over wearing a very pretty blue dress and asks if i wanted to play (she has such a sweet sounding voice) i of course agree and a bunch of other kids joined in, we played hide & seek tag (got to get to the safety area before u get tagged) like normal (thats always fun) well everytime M would sit down i would get a very nice view of her pantys, because of how much love and respect i have for this LG i would tell her to fix her dress or pull it down myself to cover her undies (that was hard for me to do). When ever we were running or hiding she would insist i hold her hand (she usually just walks over and slips her little hand into mine; of course i had no objections) if we stopped moving and i was standing she would put her arms up in the air, and when i took hold of them with my hands she would start spinning in circles (with my help of course) (again like normal) or she would put her arms up and would want me to lift her in the air (for the most part i have learned what she wants done when she does certain things-like the arms) at which point she would try to wrap her legs around my knees (she was facing away from me) this was new to me was actually curious as to what she was trying to accompolish by that well in between games she would climb up on the picnic tables and act like she was falling (at which point i would wrap my arms around her and hold her up) only problem with that is when she really did slip and start falling i thought she was still pretending, thankfully i was paying close attention and did catch her.
She would also place her hands on my collar bone (both sides) and just start leaning into me (putting her at an angle) in order to insure she didn't fall i had to place my hands on her hips after a couple times of doing this she jumped off the table into my arms, as much as i would love to hold her all day long, i know her parents don't want anyone holding her (she is supposebly to old for that) so i had to set her down after that but i loved the feeling of her in my arms.
We did this before and after the service and played a couple other games (ran into the same problem as before, M was very insistant that i had to be on her team (i wanted to be anyways) i love playing with her, but after she went to talk with her parents the other kids expressed their annoyance on how M wont play if im not on her team and how its not fair to the rest of the kids (i didn't have a response for that and so we quickly moved on), it really does amaze me at just how much attention M needs (she is a 7 yr old girl but still) i've never seen a kid need so much attention i have no problem meeting her needs but it still raises question marks in my head.
Well as everyone started leaving i went and sat down on the deck (standing up on pavement leaning/sitting on the deck) while a LB (6-7) looked for beatles, when M came over she went onto the deck itself and started talking to me in order to see her i had to tilt my head other the way back and as i listened to her talk i realized that my head was dangerously close to her crotch so i quickly repositioned my head out of the "danger" zone, she then took both hands and placed them on the back of my head and slowly pushed them to the front (it felt really nice) thankfully i just got a hair cut so i could feel her fingers moving through when she got to the end she pulled her hands up and we went back to talking till it was time to go.
Considering the horible 2 days i have had I really needed this (just playing with M and the other kids has taken away all the stress from work and made me feel so much better).
I cant say it enough, i love this LG sooo very much and am blessed to have her in my life.