Re: Nice

Hi and thanks alot for the nice words FTGL...

Yes, the GM helped me alot. And all you nice fellas here helps sooo much, too! It`s so important for us to have this space...

I learned that these (eventhough small) moments are important to remember what CL, for me, actually is about. I can get too much into pondering/depression sometimes.

After 25+ years, I still don`t know how to cope with this abnormality of mine. (Or this statistically abnormal mind ;) of mine.)

I might feel it´s normal, but when compared to society it gets difficult. And I don`t know how to live my life, to be more true to the CL-part in me.

I have seen LG`s and LB`s totally happy about flirtation and exploration, but as soon as an adult sees it and raises a finger, the wave of guilt is going through the child. (I saw it with other kids when I was a child myself.)

I guess I was different. There were especially one episode I remember very well. I couldn`t forgive the parent, though she didn`t interfere when it happened, as my LGF and I, (we were BOTH preteens when it happened!) were hiding and "playing doctor". My LGF was partly nude, she was bottomless/no pants. But after, when we were dressed again and playing "normally" the parent came into the room and said: "You should really not do this doctor thing! It is very unappropriate!"

I really hated the parent for this... I still remember I was thinking that it was none of her business! If she saw it, at least she shouldn`t tell or interfere! :D It was our secret, something private between the LGF and I.

But I saw the opposite reaction with other kids, when still being a kid myself. When a parent, an adult or other kids interfered... And the guilt hit. :(

As you already understand, I was a VERY promiscuous preteen kid, indeed... :D

When I was older, and puberty hit, I got somewhat very shy with girls... Unfortunately.

Sorry if I sometimes (or always) sound a bit naive when writing. It`s partly language, and partly... naiveness... Haha! (Eventhough I write with accent, it doesn`t mean I think with accent.) :)

Regards, Bottle.

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