Wow, I got more replies than I thought I would. I didn't know you all came out of the woodwork so late. Well, I won't be sleeping tonight anyway. Like I said to Sigma, don't worry about me killing myself. I don't have the guts for it anyway. I am more worried about my mind committing suicide, so to speak. I have been in a weird place lately. If you read my post to Minstrel you'll see what I mean. This is why I needed to chat with someone more intimately. I was afraid of what will be made of what I say, but I'm past that. Well, part of the reason. I needed a distraction in a big way. I'll e-mail you tomorrow morning.