GM.....it's the season to be merry! :)

(first, let me say i'm glad to see everyone back and getting along again)

i just read eeyore's "how cute are these boots?" and had to watch it again!! so freeking cute!! i dance around joyously whenever it's on tv.(& no ones around!)

i am really feeling the spirit of christmas right now...love, peace, happiness, and an all around feeling that everything is going to be ok!

there is a special kind of peace & joy that comes over me when i'm around (or watch a video of) a lg. even just at wal-mart or something, which i'm sure you've realized is a great place for cute girls, sometimes i go there just to see them! i always walk around the toy section pretending to buy a gift for my kid sister! :)

my mom one time when trying to discourage me from my girl love goes "justin, you should see the way you light up when a lg is around, i just don't understand it."

i couldn't help but laugh my ass off at how puzzeled she was, i'm like "you act like it's some kind of weird, abnormal thing! it's an adorable lg, how can you not light up?"

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anyways, speaking of wal-mart, i'm walking by this super cute little 8 yr old blonde girl with her parents the other day. they seemed to have an accent, maybe russian. the lg had this purple cotton dress on that was low-cut & too big for her in the first place, almost like something a girl would wear to the beach over her bathing suit, except there was no bathing suit underneath. the straps kept falling off her shoulders, and she wasn't fixing them right away, just kind of letting them hang there. as i'm passing them i'm noticing the dress is sliding down so rediculosuly close to exposing her chest. of course like moth's to a flame i couldn't help but turn around and walk past again. once again the straps were repeatedly falling down and this time it happened, she was standing still while her parents were deciding on groceries and just as i came up to pretend to do the same, the dress came down far enough to see everything, there was like a good 7 seconds before she fixed it. time slowed down, everything around me dissappeared and a light shined down from heaven...haha jk!;) but it was quite spectacular! we made eye contact one time and we both smiled, made my day!

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we had a family gathering the other day and i got to spend time with 2 lg's that are family friends that i don't get to see that often. one is 5 and the other is 9, both quite gorgeous brunettes. i was reluctant to pay alot of attention to them since most of my family is at least in a small way aware of my girl love. i even noticed that their mother would always make sure she was in the room with them if i was. i was wrestling with my little step-brother and i could tell that the girls wanted to join in but again i was very hesitant.

then...(i won't say specifically, but basically the mother had to take her attention away from the girls for a good hour!) so i began to wrestle with the girls too! still being cautious not to be in a compromising position if anyone walked in. and by that i mean we were on the bed and they kept jumping on my back and such, so i would buck them off quite quickly. luckily no one ever came in. it was great fun, i was picking them up and body slamming them on the bed, gently of course! letting them beat the crap out of me with pillows, then tickling them as they laughed hysterically!! the little one in the middle of our jamboree exclaims loudly "your so much fun to play with!!" we were all covered in sweat by the end! the girls and i had never really spent time together before but we certainly bonded that day!

the little one was so cute....as they were leaving she came over to me...i put my hand up and said "see ya later, high-five"...she by-passed my hand and wrapped her arms around me...i melted and hugged her back. then as she was leaving she kept yelling..."by justin" to which i replied "by B."...we exchanged good byes a few times before she ran over and had to get one more hug!! i was absolutley smitten!! :D

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i mentioned last week a girl i'm dating with 2 daughters...15 and 10. both very pretty, but the younger one is a knockout. brunette with a tiny frame, slender body and the most amazing blue eyes. things are going really well! me and the 10 yr old hang out alot, the mother seems to love having some quiet time to her self or uses the oppurtunity to catch up on house work. we go in her room alone, play video games, she plays me songs on her piano, we talk and laugh together. she thinks i'm very funny...i love making her laugh! yesterday we were laying down watching a movie, she kept lifting up her shirt blowing her stomach up and saying "look i'm pregnant!"...i said "ooh let me feel them kicks, he's gonna be a soccer player!" the feel of her little tummy almost made me pass out! then she kept trying stick a toy down the front of my pants, which admittedly made us both giggle like school girls(pun intended)...i kept saying "stop it, you weirdo!"

i must admit the girls are a little provocative in the way they joke around. they are always joking about boobs and butts and kissing...the mother even joins in! the other day the younger one was putting on her moms bra over her shirt, putting balloons in them & saying "ooh look at my big boobies" it was the funniest thing! at one point i body slammed her onto the couch, began to tickle her, and screamed "gimme them boobieeessss!!" to which she replied "AHHH my nipples!!!" we were all laughing hysterically!!!

anyways, i thank god for all these blessings! short of living in our "utopia" i can honestly say i'm truly happy! thanks for reading...i hope you all have an amazingly merry christmas! (or whatever holiday you happen to celebrate!)

love & hugs

justin