Sorry Old Friend

Hi Lindsay,

I am sorry to hear that things are still not coming together for you.

"hello others? undestand me? no significant other? no stable life? no family? you know what i mean? yes you do, don't you? and those just like you will understand this post best of all. fuck the holidays and their fake cheer. fuck the christchild and his fake sacrifice. fuck the christmas and its fake promise of a better world for all people."

I guess it's all in how you look at it. The holiday, like many any other days, can be what you make of it. I choose to take the opportunity to wish friends, both on-line and in RL, a happy, and fulfilled Christmas, even though "fulfilled" must usually be only in our hearts and minds. If, however, we take stock of our situation, good and bad, many of us can find something positive to take away from the many varieties of our Winter Solstice Celebrations, Christmas included.

You have been a great influence on a lot of people Lindsay. Whether you deny it or not, you HAVE made a difference in the lives of many people, many of whom you will never meet. You are one of the most respected people within the ranks of the Child Love Communities. As one of the few Child Lovers who is brave enough to be out of the toybox, you have spoken eloquently on behalf of out brethren and our orientation. I know that has been a major contributor to the plight in which you now find yourself, but you should take some solace in the fact that your work, and yes, your life, has been beneficial and relevant.

So, take care my friend. And...I still wish you a Merry...Aww, you know.

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