my response........

first to the few that gave some insight thank you for your responses, i really do appreciate it. to the others, my rebuttle.

i admit my posts usually do have a level of "fairytale" feel. but that's how i write, my job involves writing and i have always been quite the wordsmith. hey atleast i'm not still writing in the manner that one might find in a playboy(which ofcourse i was warned about very quickly)....even still, those were true, just much more intended to arouse, now i try to keep it light, fun, and cute. but always factual.

i never said i was all alone. it was a family party and there were many more kids and adults there, boys and girls running in and out. actually since i have become fully aware and embraced my girl love i avoid if possible ever being alone with any lgs, not that i don't trust myself, i just don't ever want there to be a chance that someone could even wonder. my thought is if there is always someone around there is virtually no room for question. and because of that i can play freely and openly with them as i so cherish the oppurtunity to do. matter of fact my ant and uncle came in at one point and was talking to all of us. you could also see us from the living room where there were many adults.

i'm the oldest brother/step brother/cousin/uncle and have always been the one who plays with all the kids, it's always been this way, even before i knew i was a gler. i'm not that old myself, frankly the only thing i ever lie about are insignificant details that don't really relate to the heart of the story. for instance, i've never given my real age, never will, and you may have noticed i even say a different age everytime. if her dress was blue i may say it was white etc. etc.

your disbelief and out right accusations are understandable and i've come to expect nothing less from this board so i don't mind it at all, i'm no longer upset or hurt by these things. i'm here for my own expression & sanity, nothing else.

by the way...and this you can take to the bank. if i am a troll i will be the one who never wants to "just meet a real life pedo friend" or "looking for someone to skype with and trade pics". also, i implore everyone from this point on to post it immediately if i ever do or ever have. i can assure you it won't happen. i don't know you and i don't want to know you. it's sad but that's the way it has to be and i'm totally ok with that. i've tried coming out to my closest friends and loved ones and had an absolutely terrible experience that blew up in my face and has taken alot of damage control. so people i don't know?...not a chance.

also, if that's how you feel i totally respect your right to express, but honestly, if you feel that way just please don't even read my posts. it's really a waste of time for all of us. i will never change nor leave. for the little bit of help and good articles that are shared here i love this place. but again, my expectations aren't what they used to be. and as a gler it frustrates me only for the fact that this is what we've let them do to us. but again as i've stated before it's kind of a good thing because we are reminded of how much society is not ready for us and that keeping collectively motivated but anonymous is the safest and only way to proceed.

i'd rather be ignored than spend time defending myself, which with my nature is almost impossible not to do. as i've said before i am here for one reason and one reason only and that is to express myself freely and honestly about my girl love. i've tried personal blogs but have been shut down, so this is my outlet, and actually i've never even tried another board but have been considering it lately, i would still be here, just copy and paste my posts as long as they are within the rules. but also i do take bits and pieces of helpful info from here...i don't know who it comes from troll or not and i don't care, i know what feels right, it's just nice to get opinions and actually i have learned alot from many of you.

this board in many ways saved my life and i'll never forget that. so i try not to hold you people responsible for the hysteria our advisaries have caused. thanks again for your time.

oh yeah and your all a bunch of anti troll douche bags!!!

hahahaha jk jk i had to!! :)

sipping capri suns in the kiddie pool on the island of never never land, i am proud to be,

justincredible

lol ;) peace my friends...

ps....i don't make this shit up, i mean i really don't fucking make this shit up...think about that for a second. it blows my mind too, i just thank God for being so blessed, period.