Oh no, these endless fucking naps!

When I was young, Risolid/Librium or Valium/Diapam did not have this effect on me. In fact it did not has much effect on me at all, except that in the first few minutes I might feel that it went a little to my head. Now, no euphoria at all, just tiring physical languor, the feeling of physical heaviness that is hard to stand and that tastes more like depression than anything else. I just woke up again and feel a little better. I flushed the couple of remaining pills down the toilet and tomorrow I will feel perfectly normal.

Yesterday evening I also took Doxal and three pills of melatonin to make sure that I really can sleep. Maybe they still make me sleepy, too. But it is not normal sleepiness, as I said.

Not very on-topic, this... Other than that - what? I do not have much to say right now. Maybe coffee finally helps.

I feel make better posts when I feel normal. :)