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Very happy for you. I too have been having

Posted by Stahntii on 2010-April-19 09:13:19 EDT, Monday
In reply to A Sunday GD posted by qtns2di4 on 2010-April-19 08:23:50 EDT, Monday

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loads of amazing gt (girl time) lately. I feel alive and like I got a purpose. I love how these girls love me. And I love how I brighten their worlds. But oh is it such a weird, complicated, situation. The girls are getting attached to me, while I'm not interested in the mother intimately. I even told mom so. And it seemed like Mom was a bit offended at first (after I told her so); but pretended to not be interested in me on that level either. But I think she was (and maybe still is). She says she is capable of just being friends (something I expressed the need to stay nothing more than, with her). She really likes how her girls brighten up whenever I'm around. And she wants me to be there for them, since they are growing attached to me, and since they haven't had much of an opportunity to be around a trustworthy man-figure something she feels I am (I'm flattered). Mom actually told me that her one girl endured an unfortunate encounter with a man at one time. And that makes me feel all the worse for her. And it makes me want to show her that men can be trustworthy. So I'm doing just that. But it's weird because Mom is not really my type (on the intimate level) and that it usually is normal for a mom wanting her kids to become attached to some who she is intimate with rather than a friend. Anyways, I learned my lesson of sharing my MAAness with people, and can't foresee me telling this Mom. And I see no need to either, since
A.) no one is at risk of any harm, and
B.) no one usually understands anyways

And because I mentioned this info about me here; a type of rl info I don't usually devulge, I feel it necessary to make the following disclaimer:

Yes; I'm MAA. But I'm not interested in attempting to have any taboo relations, whatsoever, with any underagers, since such relations would become, at the least, emotionally traumatic in our current social/legal climate. And so I shut my MAAness off when in their company, and just enjoy the moments for what they are, and for what the girls make them.
It's enough for me to be able to blessed with hugs and smiles from them, and to be able to participate in "normal" activities that make them happy. Plenty enough!

Stahntii


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