Not really sure which one came first. But I got it

narrowed down to two.

I think my first pedo-style crush was for a cute 10yo neighbor. I was in late 20's. I liked ag's until late twenties. Then with a little help from "Vices are not Crimes" by Lysander Spooner, I finally asked myself why I couldn't be attracted to pre-pubescence. I then became shocked to realize I had already begun becoming just that. Thank You Lysander for revealing to me that there was a time just a few years back (in the late 1800's) when the commonly understood informal (not yet law) age-of-consent was 10yo. That little bit of info. spawned a new wave of research that I would begin. ANd part of the research lead me here to gc.

Anyways, I'm now (for going on two years) a proud ped (or should I say - "fully human"). I had always gotten along with kids and loved their company and them mine. So coming to terms with my new sexuality, was a hell-ride. But I'm gettin pretty close to balancing out now (hopefully).

A n y w a y s
"a 10yo neighbor who was my little friend too"