thankyou Lateralus!

i could barely be bothered reading Iron Marxist's post, let alone critique it as effectively as you have. i wasn't even sure what i disagreed with so much until i read your 'cult' analysis.

the fact is that i'm here because of my feelings, not because of my beliefs.

i know how i feel about children. i know i love their company, i know i find them beautiful and sexy and i know i'm capable of falling in love with little girls, even if they're only 4 or 5 years old. i don't mean obsessing over child models, i mean really falling in love with real children, and sometimes falling to my knees in tears because it's so difficult.

this is what sets me apart form my peers in the broader community, and why i seek commonality and understanding at GC. i'm not here for any political reasons.

the other thing i know is that i don't want to be the kind of person who seduces little children, and Iron Marxist needs me to be that kind of person to win his trust, then i'll do without it.