Re: Some questions

I spent many years in prison. Some aspects there were distasteful but for me, for the most part, I enjoyed my time there. (That is very difficult to explain in just one post.)
What I share with you now, I learned from that time. Life is precious to each of us because we only get to live once. So, while you are on this merry-go-round, live your life to the fullest. Because you are young, you have many many years to put stuff in. Begin now!
For years, I hated myself and what I monster I thought I was. Today, I do not feel that way. So, yes, age does offer the opportunity to improve your outlook on things. To accept things. To learn how to get around things. To learn.... just to learn.