My first 2011 GM's...

I was at a visit to the bank, some days ago. The bank is located in a building that is intended to show greatness, safety and security for my so beloved money.

But in the bank this day, I saw a young girl maybe 10-11 years old. She stood waiting, tall for her age, very blond, very beautiful. She had a face that was worthy a young model. I stared at her, she had a thick jacket. But fortunately, it was not that long that it hid her legs. She was so beautiful.

She looked back and smiled at me when she noted that I was still staring at her, I stared almost openly. It was a large hall in an even larger building and it was not so easy for people to see what was happening in the periphery of this large, spacious room. So I felt that I could stare a little extra. If only, I stared just to show her that I found her so very desirable. She glanced back a few times, and then, when she saw me still staring at her, she looked straight at me and smiled to me.

She seemed like a very sensible girl. She stood there with her little sister, always talking to her little sister. Her sister was maybe 4 years old. And then I saw something that totally melted my heart. In the hand not holding her sister's hand, she held a piggy bank! It was white, but she had painted words on it herself, she had written gratitude, love and other words on the piggy bank. It melted me so completely! Seeing this young girl, so beautiful, so loving towards her little sister. It was heartwarming. It was obvious that it was the little sisters piggy bank. I hope they didn't have to break the piggy bank, but they could still use it after. (I have seen that some piggy banks are closed, no opening with lock, in the bottom of the piggy bank.) Maybe it is a yearly ritual for them to go to the bank once a year to deposit the money.

She was so attentive and affectionate towards her sister. I will remember her smile for a long time to come. And her face too. The most touching was to see the piggy bank in one hand, and her little sister's hand in the other, while they were standing waiting in this large, spacious room that was the essence of the symbol of prosperity, security and wealth...

Materialism is not life, folks. Love is.

AND if that was not enough I saw this most WONDERFUL girl ever, and during the first 5 seconds I saw this girl, I was 100% sure it was Q! And I stared at her, to get eye contact. Cause I really wanted her heartwarming "Hello!" So I stared, so that she would greet. But I got absolutely no response from her at all. And when I saw there were no response, I thought it was not Q. after all...

I guess Q. was either very, very determined to keep our secret crush a secret. :) Or it was another girl that looked very much like Q... The family members I know was not there with her, I didn't know the people with her. So maybe she was a lookalike after all. After much thinking, I am almost certain that it was a lookalike I saw there at the bank. Cause every time Q. sees me, she shines like the sun. And she doesn't care who's around: She is running over to see me, and to say Hello! The first few seconds I was so sure it was Q. and I felt a wonderful happiness coming up from inside of me... I LOVE Q. so much...

Q. is the most gorgeous 8 year old I have ever met, both in her physical appearance, but most of all how she talks to me, and how much she likes me and the way she shows that she likes me so much... It makes me miss her so... It is like the sun is shining when she discovers that I am nearby! And we feel the air sparkle! And we JUST HAVE TO TALK!

With this girl in the bank that look (almost) exactly as Q. I didn't see this wonderful response towards me.

Well, at least, it made me wondering for a few seconds, and then pondering for hours and days after it happened. :)

I'm IN LOVE!
I am very happy it finally happened. Cause I was wondering for years why I didn't fall in love with the gorgeous LG`s I met. I found them so wonderful and gorgeous... I guess it is the same with LG's as with women. There are lots of women who are so wonderful. But I fall in love with that special one... ;)

Q. is the most wonderful 8 year old girl I have met...

:D

Hugs, B.