First off, please forgive me, as I am a bit hypered up right now, so I may seem a little overly excitable in this post. But the thing is, when I was waiting in the reception area of the doctor's office the other day, I saw her again!! Yes, her!! I am so pepped right now!! :-D

Remember my last GM, where I talked about that amazing and beautiful middle school girl I saw in the reception room of the doctor's office a few weeks ago? Well, I saw her again the other day under the same circumstances!

I was casually sitting in the doctor's office, waiting for my turn to see the doctor--and being very bored, as he didn't even have the music on that time--when suddenly in walked the 10-year-old girl I saw at my last appointment who was so incredibly beautiful that any 25-year-old supermodel would seethe with envy at the sight of her, a true goddess amongst us mere mortals.

I know I described her before, but I will describe her again. She looks a bit older than 10, more like around 12. She appears to be possibly a mix between black and Native American, or perhaps black and hispanic. She has dark skin, a figure that any model in her 20s would kill to have, and black hair down to just above the middle of her back that is very wavy. She has what appears to be B cup breasts, and moreover, she is clearly very aware that she is a sight to behold, as she was attired in a tank top that was loose enough to make it very clear that underneath she was wearing a white sports bra that she would doubtlessly look amazing in. Aphrodite has clearly blessed this young beauty.

Now, I'm sure that many antis reading this would think I'm some sort of sleazebag who only thought of "one thing" when I saw this astounding girl, and that I viewed her as some sort of object, and not a human being with feelings and personality. Nothing could be further from the truth, as anyone who actually understood the true emotional make-up of an MAA, as opposed to the debased media and cultural stereotype of a monster who is only motivated by mindless lust and lack of empathy for the feelings of the youths we are attracted to, would be well aware of.

Nothing made me smile more than when this little Adona (Sheepy, would that be the female form of "Adonis"?) began displaying her incredibly spunky personality, along with all of her other goddess-like qualities.

As soon as she walked up to a seat with her adult female guardian, she spotted some children (whom I will refer to as 'S' and 'G') whom she apparently recognized from previous visits to the office reception room, and she said--in the most incredibly cute and hi-pitched voice any of you could possibly imagine--"Hiiiiiiiii-iiii, S and G!" You guys really should have been there to hear that, because rarely have my auditory senses been privileged to pick up a more adorable and smile-inducing sound uttered from the mouth of such a young goddess, and that's saying something considering the litany of cuteness that regularly escapes from these girls' uber-charming mouths :-)

An extremely warm feeling went through my stomach the moment I heard that hi-pitched and excited greeting, and I felt like a swarm of butterflies had suddenly invaded my esophagus. I was like, "omg...wow! Just...wow!" I was thrown up to the proverbial cloud nine faster than the swiftest metaphorical jet could carry me! I am not exaggerating, it was really that cute! I'm sorry to say this, peeps, but each of your lives is all the poorer for not being present in that office to hear that :-) You need despair not, however, because I am here to give you the next best thing: a full description of what it was like to have the extreme honor of being in this girl's presence for close to 30 minutes. I actually got a small hint of what Heaven must be like, just to hear her say that the way she said it :-)

I soon noticed another extremely cute detail about this girl, this one physical. All of you know that I do not have a foot fetish, but at one point I noticed that she had taken off one of her sandles for some reason, so all of her toes were fully visible. I guess you would have had to be there to fully understand what I am now going to describe, but somehow when she put up her foot to get something out of her duffel bag with her sandle on the ground beside her foot, her big toe twisted in a very unique way, and for some reason I thought it looked very cute. It also put another big smile on my face.

One thing happened soon after that which disheartened me a bit, however. Since people in the doctor's reception room aren't allowed to eat food in there, the girl told her guardian that she was going to walk out in the hallway for a few minutes to eat a cupcake treat she had brought with her in her duffel bag, and got up to do so. However, her guardian took her arm and rather brusquely ordered her not to eat the cupcake treat then, but to wait until after her appointment had ended. The girl seemed both disgruntled and embarrassed to get yelled at like that in front of everyone in the office, and I really wish I was in a position to come to her defense and tell her guardian that what she did to that girl was uncalled for, as there were several people ahead of her to see the doctor and there was no reason the girl's decision to go out in the hallway and take a few minutes to eat her food couldn't be honored. I felt bad for not saying anything, but I had to face facts: I had no power in that situation, and I didn't want to make a scene. I really wished I could have engaged the girl in conversation like I was with some of the adult patients in the reception area to pass the time, as simply hearing her voice would have been wonderful, not to mention receiving her youthful insights on any of the topics that the rest of the adults and I were discussing to relieve the boredom (e.g., how best to take care of pets, whether one cell phone deal was better than another, etc.). But I decided not to, as I am very concerned about making other people suspicious as to why I had any interest in talking to a "mere child" when several "sophisticated" adults were present.

A few minutes after all this, I was called for my appointment, but I got to see this Earthbound angel again for a minute after I left the office and stood at the reception window to make a future follow-up appointment. I didn't let the little episode between her and her guardian damper the experience, because this girl brought an incredible amount of smiles and hyperness to an office staqy that would have been gruelingly boring without her to liven it up. I wish we lived in a world where I could have told her how special I thought she was without being seen as "creepy" or "strange" for doing so, because she is truly a person who deserves to be thought of as incredible, and to be seen as special.