Re: I used to be the same.

Im sort of a shut in and am barely around other people in general, let alone girls. I dont know if I can change any time soon. I think I have a personality disorder or something, but I cant afford visits to a shrink. If I could I wouldnt bring up girllove at all, though. Thats dangerous ground with mental health professionals. Ive had my share of GMs in the past, but I have a girlfriend who is my age, too so I feel like Im kidding myself whenever I desire things of that nature. As you can tell, Im a mess, mentally. Haha

I like electric guitars. I dont own one, but I can play alright. Id like one, though, so I can play fast surf rock. Every time I hear awesome surf rock I get the need to have an electric guirat in my hands. I play bass guitar, though. Been playing since I was 13 and never had a lesson in my life yet Id say I play well. Keep at it, though. Just play and youll get better.