Unthinkable GM

Our friendship grew up so tenderly and beautifuly. The two of us were so connected in feelings and thoughts that we could guess what the other was going to do or say: two souls in one! But these souls wanted to express it more intesively.

She was an eleven year old girl, almost twelve, so smart and open to hear and understand the little things about life. She didn't use to speak too much. Our happiest moments were built and lived surrounded by smiles and exchanges of deep affection. It looked like we didn't have time for nonsense talkins: time was always running against us, and she knew that very well.

But that wednesday night she was different. Very thoughtful glancing the emptiness. I got very concerned because I easily could guess what was going on with her...not that night. All I could see was a complete blank in her eyes. But suddenly I noticed something: she was wearing a skirt. I never saw her wearing a skirt before. And this is how our last conversation started:

- Why are you wearing a skirt today?

That question made a change in her eyes, and her expression was gradually changing from "I'm looking to nowhere" to "you noticed!", followed by a little rascal smile.

- You never wear skirts. What happened?

She licked her own lips and said.

- I think we have to talk.
- About what?

She was looking for some strengh to say:

- I'm gonna move tomorrow...

My heart pounded like never before. That information came to me as it was a big rock smashing my soul. And we stayed in silence for almost two minutes. Then, she looked at me and crossed her leg. Like a little pubscent boy I figured out what she wanted now. More too minutes were necessary so that I could break the silence:

- So this is a moment of honesty, right? Someone's gotta take the lead tonight. Who's it gonna be? I'm gonna sit right here and tell you all that comes to me. If you have something to say, you should say right now!

We were sitting one in front to the other. Each one in a side of the couch. She had tears in her eyes now. And then she said:

- You gave me a feeling that I never felt before. And I deserve it, I think I deserve it. It's becoming something that is impossible to ignore... and I can't take it!

She was breathing very fast and crying so beautifully! I was trying to find the words in response to such an amazing confession of love. I, also, was nervous and started a light cry saying:

- I was wondering maybe... could I make you my baby? I have to ask you this: if we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy or would it be so beautiful? Either way I'm saying...

She was looking at me with such a beautiful smile. Cleaning her own eyes, she said:

-I know you once said to me that:"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be", remember? I think that time is only wasting so why wait for eventually?

My heart pounded even faster as I followed her lips saying so soft:

- If we gon' do something 'bout it, we should do it right now...

- But... are you sure about this? Is that what you really want baby? Are you ready?

- I can't say I came prepared, I'm suspended in the air. Won't you come be in the sky with me?

That killed me... happiness was facing me like never before!

- Yes. I want to be in the sky with you.

Holding my hand she said:

- If you ask me I'm ready!

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Chill out guys! This is a fiction story I've just made. Actually I based it upon a song from Alicia Keys "Unthinkable". So I recommend that you listen to this song to experience my story better!

Holp you have liked it!

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