Re: A plea, an amazing GM, and amazing self control

@ AK47 - I don't genuinely feel the need...yet...to see a counselor. The reason I have started to consider it is that I have come very close to telling a friend about my attractions. But that is just about as risky a thing as it could be, and I probably won't do it. I would rather have a counselor than do that. At least as things stand, I still have friends in RL. But i truly hate having to be dishonest.

@OneTwo... I have had to throw out the "I would swear she was 18", or "It would be nice if she were 18" things several times to CYA. The one time I was truly in a corner was with my female friend a few years ago. I had accidentally left a very innocent head shot of some child actress open and she caught a glimpse of it before I got it closed. "I just think she's cute. She'll be gorgeous when she grows up some more." My friend "accepted" that but did not fully believe me. And you are right - adults males and females notice young girls who are sexy. But they are conditioned to respond with "I can't believe her parents let her dress that way" or "Don't her parents know there are pedophiles around?" (how true, dear, how true.)