Hello NFiH... forty years ago

First I did not even know what this guitar piece was. I had recorded it from the radio (40 years ago) and used to play it over and over again with my little tape recorder. How poor we all were back then!

I have not heard this lovely composition for decades, and now I play it over and over again.

I try to remember... Yes, I got the music, or the notes in the end. I remember it. But it must have been just before I moved to a new house and a stunning six-year old dark-eyed little girl sneaked in, asking funny straightforward questions: "Who is moving here? Oh, you. Hello! May I take care of your little baby while you are moving the furniture?"

She was always very helpful, then and later. In the end she prayed for me and I got sober for eleven years. I remember the big beautiful park where we walked together.

The guy who was helping me said later that he almost fainted when he saw that little girl who suddenly came in. "The most beautiful little girl I have ever seen... but she should be more careful. She should not come to an apartment full of strangers."

She was partly Indian too, in other words an original American. She gave me her picture later with many other gifts, I always kept the pic in my breast pocket and looked at it before going to bed. She was only six, and this happened a long time ago: I was not a pure pedophile then and I did not understand then that I had actually fallen in love with her.

I sent the picture to my feminist friend in Germany, telling her what a wonderful girl I had met, and that feminist pig lost the pic and I never saw it again!

She became a renowned beauty later. I do not give the link, it would be a suicide. She was the most beautiful little girl I have ever seen. No one else has been as beautiful than that dark-eyed little one.

I still think that she was my greatest love.

I stopped playing the guitar in that apartment, because the thought of the neighbours listening to me disturbed me too much, so I think I must have gotten the music -- the notes of this Bach piece -- some time before that. Someone copied them for me, I remember.