Free your mind and yourself

"Did I take advantage of her? Yes."

By whose standards? Some douchebag SOT counselor? Did you ever read the post about the counselor who got sent to the same prison I was at?

"Did I ever threaten? Never. Get angry? Never. Even when she did something normal that I should have gotten authoritative, I did not. I could not. She knew that and used it on me."

How dare you blame her? She was just an innocent sweet child? Besides you should take resp...okay enough of that.

*Puts hand on the shoulder* Gimmy this is going to sound redundant but I have been there based on what I was force fed, both mentally and medically. When I was near 400 pounds, that was 400 pounds of guilt for thinking sex with kids was enjoyable. I beat myself up with junk food.

A good friend named Siva as well as my old boss (RIP) got me off my fat ass to make me proud of myself for being a pedophile. I miss them both.

To digress, the only line you crossed was the one set by society. That LG was progressive minded save for the fact that she snitched on you (if that was the case). That LG is going to be the future of children being seen as people instead of property by adults. We can't fathom that now, but it is coming.

Meanwhile, never hate yourself for what happened. You were just in the same kind of love that adults get in, except she was someone society thinks is not competent enough to understand what a relationship is. The same society that at one time would have determined me and Joey Bishop unfit to be educated because of the colors of our skins.

When you see that correlation, maybe you'll see how wrong it is to hate yourself for loving someone.