Long-awaited GM

It's been a while since I last posted, I've been busy, but now I'm back, and quite happy, for I have a GM to share! Unfortunately it got a little too long, (and perhaps confusing?) read it if you're willing to. :)

There's only one little girl left in my family, I've posted about her a while ago (to avoid revealing information I called her B), she's three years old, she's the great granddaughter of one of my grandmother's sisters, unfortunately I don't get to see her very often.

Last tuesday was the birthday of another of my grandmother's sister, she lives on a nearby town, everyone on my house was going, but I didn't feel even slightly inclined to do so, although not too far, it is always tiring to take two busses, but after some rethinking I decided to go, I was very hopeless, but after all, it could be a chance of meeting B again.

It's a house with a six feet tall white gate, a very small front yard with no flowers, cemented floor and a long corridor leading to the front door. From the gate I spotted B's grandmother holding her little pink back bag. After greeting everyone, I still hadn't seen her, I didn't ask about her aswell, for I felt it'd be too awkward. Roughly twenty minutes passed and she emerged from one of the rooms of the house with a sleepy face, she shyly waved at us and laid on her grandmother's lap, still tired.

Nothing had yet rescued B from the slumberish sleepiness until the arrival of my mother's brother (who lives next door), but what got her wasn't him, it was his 6 years old ruthless, bald brat. She was temporarily charmed by that vile being that was clearly not even slightly fond of her, given he spent tons of energy running away from, or shoving the poor little dame.

I feel quite embarrassed to admit that I was childishly struck by the most gruesome enviousness, but mainly, it owes not to her dedicating all her attention to him (I do enjoy seeing children interacting with children), and yes because knowing him, she'd soon be emotionally or even physically attacked, but then again, I have been feeling lonely, therefore partially, it was an egoistic enviousness.

Since they didn't stop running for not even half minute, I could only get close to her after my uncle and his little brat left, but it was well worth the wait. Although not eating anymore, we were all sitting on the kitchen table, with the exception of B that was now playing by herself on the back yard, so I went out to meet her.

The back yard is not beautiful, the ground is, as in the front yard, cemented, no green apart from an orange tree in the center, to the left and bottom some awkward foliage I can't describe and some weeds and to the right, by the wall that borders with my uncle's house, a lot of scrap.

I found B playing with leaves and some of the scrap, she was wearing a flowered shirt (to me there's nothing as worshipful as little girls with flowers) and dark blue shorts of a gentle material, as soon as she saw me, she asked me to join her, invitation to which I rather promptly and most eagerly attended to.

She told me to lie down and wait whilst she fiercely pulled a rope tied to the orange tree, as it obviously led to nothing, she threw her arms around my neck, spread her legs on my lap and started biting/kissing my cheek and my chin very close to my mouth, I did the same, the shivers ran throughout my whole body and the butterflies flew in clutter inside my guts, although so pleasurable, we had to stop, should someone come, we'd obviously be in trouble, so I let her do it a little more, then grabbed her, laid her on the floor, tickled her, then got up.

For probably two heavenly hours, we played, ran and laughed, as the time to leave arrived, B's grandmother called her to take a bath, given she was very sweaty and dirty from rolling on the ground.

Afterwards, she got into a grey dress with little pink balls on it, she called me to go back to the backyard before we left. There she told me to lie down again, I did, so she laid on my legs, now sideways (with her head to one side, and her legs to the other), and I was blessed with the delightful sight of her thighs and butt, it was irresistable, it was gorgeousness and gorgeousity made flesh, softly spanking it several times was unavoidable!

My family and B's live on the same city, so we took the same bus to go back, she implored to sit with me to her grandmother, although very reluctant, afraid B was bothering me, she gave in. Her grandmother sat beside me, and I had B on my lap for the whole trip.

The end of the line is in the center of the city, from there, we still walked a mile and a half (B and I hand in hand) to the bus station where we parted ways. We hugged tightly and kissed each other goodbye very happily, owing to the great time we had together, and untill we couldn't see eachother no more, she blew kisses and waved with the kindest smile on her face.

For a few days I felt ill, after that tuesday my fondness towards her grew significantly, the space she occupies in my head and heart are greater, I couldn't help having my mind on the problems of our meetings being so scarce and that I should avoid falling for her, for I'm a somewhat dependent person and can't cope very well with distance and longing, but surprisingly (and with great emphasis on surprisingly) I snapped out of it, my love for her is still big, but the memories of our good moments together overwhelmed all the negativeness, and although I can hardly picture when we'll see eachother again, I feel fine! For probably the first time, my memories, instead of saddening and embittering me, are strengthening me, for the first time I'm confident (regarding love and memories), I feel like as long as they last I can see things with a brighter perspective, and although quite anxious, I can wait pacient and happily. Maybe this is how love should always feel, or perhaps I'm just growing up...

Anyways, excuse the poor descriptions and sorry if it got confusing. :)