Blissful Happiness GMs

I read your post and it made me think of the girl that I have a huge crush on. Your girl sounds great, I wish I was as close with the girl I like!

Ok, I lied. I had a rough day in the middle, but the past few hours I have been unable to stop thinking about her, so it wasn't really your post that made me think of her, but the girl I have has a lisp too so we better not be talking about the same girl! Except hers is quite noticeable and SO FREAKIN ADORABLE!! I can't stand how lovable her voice is.

I went bowling with some friends, was doing poorly. I focused on thinking of her and got a strike! Then another time, a large group was playing a game where one card makes everyone through rock paper scissor, if you throw the wrong one youre out. The first time the card came up, me, her and her sister were the only ones who threw scissors and got out. Second game another came up, all three and only us three threw paper...and got out...it was like some psychic connection though I don't believe in all that. But I still can't help feeling like it was.

I love the way she bursts out into song randomly sometimes.

We played a game and she loved the art on one of the cards, so I did an illustration of it for her when I got home. I knew she wouldn't visit until today, but unfortunately something came up and I wouldn't be able to be there when she got there, so I'd probably have to wait until Friday. But there was early dismissal and I got to see her...but with her friends and everyone else around I was so nervous my hand was shaking. I've never been that nervous about a girl in years and it felt so exciting. I couldn't go to her to give her the art but I told myself "if she comes over to me, I'll give it to her" and she did. And I did...probably awkwardly because I was nervous. She liked it. Do you think making that for her makes it obvious I like her? I don't know, I hope not but I can't see how it doesn't make it obvious. I almost didn't give her the art but I'm so glad I did. Then I got nervous that what if I was so nervous and I totally gave it to the wrong person because my brain wasn't functioning? But I reassure myself that I wouldn't make that mistake.

She looked so beautiful today, not that she doesn't normally, but like, something about her today, I don't even know how to describe how beautiful she is. And it's such a pure beauty. Like, I don't know what it is, I just get so happy being around her. It's such a pure joy.

I wonder if she's been thinking about me at all. She just makes me want to be a better person.

Sorry to vent,but I wanted to share in the sharing of thoughts of a wonderful girl and I'm not sure if my friend who knows will be free tomorrow to vent to. I'm so :) :) :) I can't sleep!