Re: Good news, everyone!

I don't understand your response so I guess you didn't understand my post. I'm trying to find "good news" in my situation. Other peds and other people don't seem to have the need to be a parent like I do. My life is absolutely meaningless if I do not have a son or daughter. I am not attracted to women, and it is impossible to be a father without one. Romantic love important, but a 6 year old lover can not give me a baby.

The "calling me a looser" doesn't "fit in" anywhere ... except that it's coming from a woman who changes her mind every 2 seconds like all women do. She thinks about me constantly because I'm a mystery to her, and more significantly, I am with her son. I haven't seen her in several days, but I am sure she has thought of me as a hero, then a worthless looser, then a hero again a dozen times.