Well let's be honest, I would love sparks to fly (if adult/child sex were legal). But not having as many of them makes it easier now, less arousal means I think about her sexually less. It means I have less of a desire to things that would be illegal (or at least that desire feels easier to control).

It's funny, the anti's would say what I am doing is extremely dangerous.

But, being in a steady, though socially unacceptable relationship with WG seems to make a lot of things easier for me.

I feel less sexual desire in general than I have in a long time. I feel less desire towards other girls (who aren't WG) in my AoA than I have in a long time. And even my sexual arousal from WG is dropping, though my desire to spend time with her is increasing steadily.