A couple years ago, Gunner said Dancer was jealous of Twins. (Even though they're, at best, acquaninted). If so, all I can think is "if Twins knew how attracted I am to their skinny classmate..."

Rroma is jealous of Twins (whom she knows), and Cousin (whom she doesn't), very much so. On the other hand, she isn't jealous of Gunner (whom she knows). It's an odd combination. To some extent I think she doesn't quite understand how what I feel for her isn't always like what I feel for each of the others. And also to some extent she is the one girl who has the most right to feel jealous. Not that I like it anyway, but, all girls are different and all girls need a GLer.

Gaga is jealous of her own cousin, even though I only see her through her and have only ever seen her with her. (Though I quite like her). She isn't jealous of others. She has even asked me about other girls, even ones she doesn't know personally and only knows through my reporting.

Gunner is not jealous of Twins. She's jealous of absolutely every other girl ever; though sometimes she cuts Gaga some slack. Ironically, she's the one who has the least reasons to be jealous of anyone. She is my goddess. In ways she doesn't even know exist. In ways I don't even know I can love or live. But still, she is jealous. In a way, she is the one who had to be.

Me, I could share my bed with a hundred girls and give all their time and their cuddles and kisses. It's a shame that not enough girls feel the same way to other girls.