I feel that the sexual repression of children is a lot sadder than most of us know. For many children it's probably been worse than even I experienced as a kid.

For the most part, especially in adolescent and teen boys, this is only laughed at as "perversion".

As a child, I developed sexual feelings around 6 or 7 years old. I would try to masturbate, but since no one told me about that, I couldn't get a hold of the mechanisms of it and never knew how to bring myself until orgasm until I was 12. More often than not it would take me a long time to get to sleep due to being so aroused.

I'm not homosexual at all... even for boys. Yet once I reached my teen years, my friend and I started sucking each other off simply because we had nowhere else to turn to. It was the only way we could get any form of sex. Girls were difficult, as were parents. In ways it felt even more risky and naughty to try getting into girls' pants. So I've done my share of homosexual things out of necessity.

I'm an animal lover, but I don't enjoy animals at all sexually. Yet again, early in my teen years, my friend and I would sometimes get our dogs to lick us down there. Same reasons.

I wish there had been a girl.

I also cannot begin to explain the weird sort of fantasies I had, about all sorts of people in my life. Those are fantasies I am disgusted by. NOT the fantasies I have about LGs.

Yet, society would have me believe I've been a thought-criminal since before I can remember.

How far does this have to go for so many kids? Is this kind of mental suffering worth it for industrialization? For feminism? For school? For careers? For Christ?

I'm not proud of my sexual past, despite it simply being due to being sexually repressed. And despite everything, I've molested ZERO children.

It makes me incredibly sad thinking about all the children who's sexualities are being repressed due to this war. When does it end? And where?