that is a nightmare all right

Fortunately, nightmares are not real.

Sometimes nightmares reflect more of reality than we like, but they are still not real.

I know you are going through a very difficult time right now, but I hope you will stay in the fight. A lot of people are counting on you, including perhaps some who are not yet born.

My warmest wishes, and my hopes that you begin to have dreams rather than nightmares.