Just so you know, I did remember you as a poster from a long time ago. Anyway, I don't stay up on related sites. As anyone who's ever asked me knows, this is pretty much the only place I've posted for many years now. However, I know there have been story sites for years, and I suspect their rules are probably all somewhat different.

If you're concerned about what's allowed, I'd presume onion sites would tend to give more freedom than clearnet ones. Just a guess. If I were starting out cold looking for something, I'd probably start with a darknet search engine and go from there. I don't know your technical skill level, so I'll just say to make sure your Tor settings are correct for wandering around there.

Even if I knew where to send you looking, I wouldn't do such a thing, and it would probably violate some rules here anyway.

I can sympathize, though. I like writing as well. I've never posted any girl love fiction yet.

That story seemed really tame to me. If you're worried about people trying to ID you, then I suggest just staying anonymous and not letting people pull you into polite conversations where they gradually get you to reveal more and more of the things that collectively will identify you. People who express loneliness often get targeted for manipulation. Sort of ironic, since they're doing what they claim to accuse and despise toward us, but that's how it goes.

Onion search engines, my best advice. Good luck.