...and I think you are angry and frustrated, Gimmy, because I feel those things too! And it's totally understandable. I am just old enough that I am uncomfortably aware that I will never have the chance to be with a girl romantically, because I will not live long enough to see the changes. And growing older makes me extremely depressed and it's not easy to deal with, so I can only empathize with others here who feel the same.