GirlChat #725846
What is wrong with me?
Please, Baldur, I'm not trying to step out of line. I've not read the posting rules in a long time. I was just posting as I felt. I really don't care that much about the rest of the world but GC is my family and I DO care very much about everyone here (the Anti's included.) I suppose I'm like that cliche guy in the movies: I say what's on my mind without consideration of what the consequences are. It might be romantic or humorous in the movies, but that's not my intent and certainly not a good idea here in GC. My friend, I certainly will NEVER disagree with you nor your decisions about me or my actions. You know that. But I can see how I am treading on your toes. In that light, I shall endeavour to keep myself as just a lurker. Not because I am angry... far from it. I'm not angry at all. Not at you, not at the world. Not because I am sad either. Apologetic, most definitely. I feel that my cavalier attitude is not safe for others here and I seem to be hurting those that I love. I realize that I am becoming a liability. That, I don't want. I'm just going to take a chill. God knows I'm probably going to drop a comment here and there, but I tell you now, it is not my intention to hurt anyone nor GC. |