Hmm! Which of the following is true of "billi"?

1) Fantasizes about children (one of us! one of us!)
2) Fantasizes about pedophiles! (pedophiliphilia?)
3) Fantasizes about being a child engaging in sex with adults (no idea what to call this?)
4) Fantasizes about children getting their hearts broken by, being harassed by, and contracting venereal diseases from adults (OK, this is getting too weird even for me)
5) Something else?

Whichever it is, the hardest part is admitting it to yourself. It's OK, just embrace who you are!