It's just an itch to finally scratch. And no, I wouldn't bother with clearnet sites. I'm also pretty sure fictional accounts of illegality are still legal where I reside. There's no mind reading chips required for our brains just yet.
Funny, I was never enthralled by that band to be honest. As I get older, I seem to rediscover things and see the genius that I wasn't able to see before additional life lessons later. I have a hunch everyone has this experience as they get older. You wonder why you didn't see before what becomes plain as day to you years later. Something to remember when one's certainty is standing on still fairly new legs. Or something metaphorical like that. Everyone younger has no idea what bigger truths reveal themselves to them as they acquire ever more experiences. Wow, I'm going a bit deep for that song, eh? ;) Just a thought that's been on my mind lately.