I still want to believe I'm not defeated.



But there is no front where I'm not drowning in casualties.
And I don't have enough conscripts anymore.



Gunner, if you knew how you hurt...


Easterners, if you knew how I hope...


Cousin, if you knew why I can't trust...


Rroma, if you knew how much I miss...


Thatcher, if you knew that I can probably not avoid failing to you...


Gaga, if you knew how much we lost or never had...


All the girls I didn't mention, if you knew what you meant to me...