I told my girl-friend (a woman) that I will leave her. To show this I turned the light switch off: this is how the darkness comes to you. I turned the light on again and saw her face, she was very hurt. I turned the light off again, and then tried to turn it on again, but it did not work: she has slipped to the cellar or somewhere, turned the the main switch, and now the whole house was dark. And she turned into some kind of cat animal and tore my face with her long nails.

Another funny dream: I was lost in the Alps. I have read that in the dreams cats are sinister forces, while the dogs are are good forces. I looked around and saw that a St Bernhard god was coming to my rescue. I woke up and thought: dogs are a good omen!

I woke up and realized that a Bernhard dog has a brandy barrel below its neck.

This was time when I struggled with my alcoholism... just like now...

I feel sad because I am the only AA member that I know who has 50 years distance between his first and last drink. But the old age protects me from depression. It's all the same if I live or die.