The Gregorian calendar’s year number is about to become 2019. Just over 65 years ago, a 48 year old man and a 15 year old girl had (at least one) sexual encounter. Less than a year after that, a baby boy entered the world and eventually became known as Gimwinkle – the guy writing this for you to consider.

In the passing 65 years, this old Gimwinkle has seen many things, made many mistakes, did much good, did some bad things, learned some valuable lessons, gained some interesting knowledge and grew old. He would like to share some of his thoughts with you while this upcoming year is but a couple of days away.

For me, being as I am that Gimwinkle, most of you know that I’ve had a lengthy stay in prison because sexual encounters that I’ve had. Oh well, it happened. Today, I’m living outside of prison and have some interesting life experiences garnered from what, as I call it, my extended vacation. (Three good meals per day, free medical attention when I needed it, free living quarters, nice friends, and no need to go to work for someone if I didn’t want to.) Today, I am legal for various reasons. Point is: I’m legal and probably will stay that way.

For the past 10 or 20 years, I’ve been involved with the Internet and, most of those years, with Annabelliegh.net and Visions of Alice. I’ve made many friends, learned a lot about people like me as well as learned a lot about me. I’ve lived a good life and I am very thankful for it.

For years, people here (and elsewhere) have been complaining that society is not being fair to us. Today, people are suggesting that maybe… just maybe… things will be changing for the better in the near future but for now, some things that seem to be prevalent about us are wronging us and we should be striving to change it all.

Maybe… just maybe… things can be changed by actions we might institute. But, I want to shine a bit of light on what I see reality as being like. Everyone here will agree there is a broad spectrum of MAP preferences called Ages of Attraction. I believe that, yes, soon there will be a more relaxing of the limitations that general society now place on MAPs. But many MAPs will never see such limitations lifted from them. One of those MAPs is the writer of this drivel. Me. I will never see society accepting me… should they know who I really am. My AoA range is from 6 to 9. There will never be a time where I will be legally allowed to have a sexual encounter of any kind with a six year old little girl. It’s just not going to happen, not only not in my lifetime, but I am guessing that it will never ever happen. That brings me to the reason I am jumbling words together for you in an attempt to give you things to think about.

Several months ago, a debate between me and a friend included a statement directed at me, “You think you’re right about everything.” Well, yes. I’m right until proven wrong. Thing is, most of the opinions I have are valid and all of the facts I know are actually right. Thus, I submit to you the following things you should consider.

The world is seriously fucked up. It’s been that way for thousands of years and probably will continue to be so. To support my opinion, I refer you to “intelligent” man’s history. Several hundred years ago, a group of people who, by various means, managed to get into a position of control over the masses of people surrounding them. These powerful people in that group proceeded to insist that those under their control accept seriously incorrect information and live as if such information was true. To disagree was cause for imprisonment, corporeal and even capital punishment. At the time, it was the established way… however wrong it was. Because of my own education, I focus here on the Roman Catholic Church. In those historic times, the Church demanded that everyone accept incorrect physical facts because the Church’s ultimate authority, GOD, had said so. The Sun went around the Earth because Earth was where the only people in the universe lived. A small group of men in that Church had discovered just how wrong that “fact” was. One of them shared the real fact with friends of his. Eventually the Roman Catholic Church forced the poor fellow to recant. Galileo, that poor fellow, knew there were other planets that traveled just like the Earth did… around the Sun. In fact, today we know just how wrong that Roman Catholic Church was. What, for me, is really funny, is how the group of religious “scholars” still insist on even more incorrect information. The Earth, everything on it or has ever been on it, and even the entire universe is only 6,000 years old. I’ll leave the discussion of what the actual correct information is for your own adventure.

So, from this tiny example we see just how fucked up society not only has been, but still is today. Weapons of mass destruction in Iraq? Cunnilingus or vaginal cigar play is not actual sex? Nixon was not a crook? All men are created equal (except black, red or yellow people)? Making a really poignant statement about your own beliefs is best made by flying a passenger plane into a tall building?

Come on, you intelligent people! Society is seriously fucked up.

So?

There are numerous reasons why I will not be doing what I really… REALLY… want to do. But it has nothing to do with Society’s demand that I not. It has everything to do with my understanding of just how fucked up that Society will be if it discovered that I actually did what I wanted to do. I would not be the only person to receive the brunt of the wrath from such a sick Society. The other person (or people) would be my little lover (or other’s that I love or care about.) I don’t ever want to take that chance.

There are ways to do what I really… REALLY… want to do. But I would have to give up things that I like. Plus, like I said above, I’m old. At my age, “If it don’t hurt, it don’t work.” Now, if I were about 30 or 40 years younger than I am, I can guarantee you that my planned actions would be different. I would find a way to be safe from Society’s insanity, not only for me, but for my hypothetical little lover as well.

You can stomp your feet and demand that all people (black, red, yellow, and white) be equal. You can drive your car on the left side of the road (or in England, on the right side) but if you do, make sure (1) you don’t hurt anyone doing it and (2) make sure that those who would get upset with you… DON’T get upset with you. Take a moment to think about that.
Enjoy 2019 and the rest of the years that follow. Stay legal. But, if you can’t, then stay safe.