In the autumn of 2017 I was depressed and felt that I have no friends who want to contact me.

Now I feel there are too many people who send me text messages. Tonight my sister's middle daughter sent me at least seven messages, she was drunk, and others sent messages too. But NO - I will not tell any of them to stop writing to me. This situation is however better than the situation in 2017.

The hedgehog's dilemma:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hedgehog%27s_dilemma