S and J. S -- the name means a fairytale -- a blonde one, understands that I adored her when she was small. I think she is actually a little flattered by that. We exchange messages very often. She was my Lolita, though nothing special happened.

Is it this country or something else? She does not condemn me.

Then there was an other Lolita in my family. When I lately met my family, I was afraid that J. had read that I was in love with her when she was small. She was carrying her son in her arms, my great-grandchild, and she immediately said "Hi" as she saw me.

So everything went well.

It is hard to be a pedophile in your family.