A cross-post from VoA to starletLuver

how come that I always make my drunken posts at GC and never here? :(

please say something good about me... I feel so low and dejected at the age of 67. An old man already... Just a cold, bleak evening of an old man, or actually a very late night. I hope I get my novels soon published... I feel so useless now. So useless and old.

I go to bed. To a lonely old man's cold bed, that mattress on the floor