I've never watched Game of Thrones so I had to look up who you were talking about.


Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts?

I think that anyone who has ever had a mother will know what you mean.

But, yes, to love someone romantically, sexually, emotionally, and every other way, yes. She was ten years old when I last saw Her. For four years, I worshiped the very air that She breathed. And She knew it. She allowed it. She was my Goddess. We laid in bed together, one night, and I could not sleep because I was so in love with Her. My face was fractions of in inch from Hers and I could actually breathe the same air that She had just breathed out. I could touch Her hair, Her shoulders, Her back, Her fingers, all of Her, and memorize the experience that, today, I still treasure in my mind. The very soft curves of Her childish femininity, the warm-sweet touch of Her lips on mine, the light stirring as She slowly awoke to my presence and then... and THEN! She pulled ME... ME!... to Her! She already knew the intensity that a girl can experience from a lover's attentions. Of course, She wanted it again. And it was ME that She wanted to give that to Her. It was my mouth that She gently pressed into Her. That, my friends, is "consent".

My cheeks burned with Her embracing caress ... the sweaty fire... as I kissed Her until She tensed into me, fingernails curled into the back of my neck in Her utter physical orgasm. At the time, I thought that She was the only one capable of having multiple forceful pleasure-seizures, one after the other. You think I can just brush that off as a passing one night stand? No. Such memories, to me, are even better than a male orgasm. Such memories are permanently stored in my mind... in every single second of my waking (and sometimes dreaming) existence.

Today, just after all these decades of being without Her, any little girl who remotely resembles Her appearance brings back hundreds of those memories. I so desperately crave any kind of moment to recapture the intimacy that I'm sure no other human being has ever struggled and been able to understand in life. Evolution has created this capacity in me. The capacity to romantically, sexually, emotionally, and every other way share existence with another person.

Yes, I loved Her so much that it hurt. Even today, it still hurts.