I don't think it's been shared here very often, if ever.

Even though gerontophiles make me feel ill, I can say that in my experience there were a few cases meeting fellow pedos in which they literally seemed to lose all control when they saw a cute LG nearby. Creepy intense staring, weird nervous repetitive body movements... I'd try to say something along the lines of hey, chill out, just be cool, relax, don't be so obvious, etc... and they literally couldn't do it. That's sorta when it dawned on me that we're definitely not all the same, not coming to it the same way, not oriented toward it in the same manner.

I will only name drop one, since he's deceased, but Ghost Writer had some problems. Let me first say that I grew to love GW, a very well meaning guy. He suffered some serious literal sexual abuse as a chi;d, so his psychological problems were nothing I'd ever blame him for. He was always suffering mentally, but he was also a gracious host, and I'll never stop telling about the time he took me up on my challenge to go and meet a girl band duo I thought were attractive, and the shock I had when he emailed me pics of himself posing with them at an LA promotional signing, and also mailing me a signed poster and cd. In my world, there will never be anyone more Legend than GW for taking that challenge and on and the hilarious WIN of seeing a 400-pound fat guy who somehow managed to get himself close enough to stand in between two pretty tween/early teen girls making faces at the camera for me. And yet, I knew he really did have problems. Apparently, he died in a Mexican prison after going with another BL'er to meet boys to trade toys and candy for favors.


Now I met other child attracted people who were not unable to control themselves at all. They had a handle on themselves, even as their views were different from one another.

This is why I asked you to share about others with sex offense charges. There is still woefully little research on what drives attractions to kids, and how different people arrive at that attraction. The stories you just shared already show the differences.