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My (probable) resignation from this community.

Posted by GL_in_lyrics on Saturday, June 22 2019 at 11:53:44PM

It is with (some) regret that I will probably be leaving all MAP communities, including GC. Consider this as my final “official” post. There’s a small chance I’ll eventually change my mind, but it does feel like I need to move on now. This is probably it.

This has been a really tough year on me thus far. I feel like I’ve given what I can to the community, but I don’t have much more to give. This is the end of the road, an end of an era. It seems that being at these boards and chats just depresses me all the more, for various reasons. There’s certain things I need to stop thinking about so much. I want to finally get out and live my life the best I can. What I’ve been doing currently has not been healthy on me. I’ve even been very suicidal recently.

I need to get away from the computer and get out more. I need to look out for myself.

It doesn’t help when this community has its characters that try to force you to live your life the way they want you to, and insult you when you don’t. It doesn’t help when there’s anti-contacters who support the human rights violation that is the war on child sexuality, or when there’s feminists, and pro-child genital mutilators. The religious (Abrahamic) ones are quite bothersome as well. Maybe I’m just too sensitive, but it is what it is.

But in the end, it comes down to my own personal demons and personal choices. This is a very personal decision for me, not to do with any one poster, or even a bunch combined.

I just don’t really see things changing in this world for the betterment of anyone, especially children and child lovers. Humanity is having a hard enough time as it is legalizing marijuana and banning male genital mutilation. There is a long, long way to go, and it’s doubtful humans will still be around to see any good change. So I find this crusade somewhat useless.

I am sorry. It is with regret that I’m not getting benefit from this community any longer, and thus, I can’t really continue to donate. I just don’t have the interest now, and I still see that the interest to run GC is still not really there. That is a big factor in my decision to stop donating. However, if need be, and if demand is high enough, I will still send one last and final donation (the same amount I previously sent).

I really hate breaking my word, but I don’t see this place turning back around to what it once was, and I know there are other very important people here who agree.

I’ve even been told by someone else in this community who is very important that not only does he think that I was trying to brag and look important when I posted a month ago about how I was donating to GC, but other members thought so as well. Let me just say that I only “bragged” about my donation because Caretaker is impossible to reach (other people know it). I wanted to make sure the donation could be sent out promptly, after a response and acknowledgement from Caretaker. I have to admit I also “bragged” because I wanted to make someone feel jealous who was using my friendship with him as a bargaining chip for me to send him a LOT of money.

Any way, I’m done with this. I’m done with all the strife and back-biting. There’s a lot of distrust in this community, more than there needs to be, and I can’t handle it any longer.

I can still be reached by email (for those who have it), or in this thread.

And best wishes and girl-filled lives to all.

Goodnight, GC, I love you.




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