It's been nice knowing you, and I definitely understand not wanting to involve yourself on these types of websites every day, as it can make things a constant mental focus, which is difficult even if you have no problems with your attraction.

Additionally, my experience is that pedophiles are comparatively not a mentally healthy group of people, and being around them all the time is not a good path to serenity.

Just some personal advice, I couldn't imagine anyone being happy if they had nothing to do all day. If you're physically able - which I don't know if you are - I would find a job.